Friday, April 17, 2009

Longing

The last times I felt you,
I dipped entirely into scalding waters
To wash you off my skin.

And now, your familiar tongue and digits
Protrude from my throat and eye sockets.
I remember that you come from within.

It's been a full season since he mailed to me
The strings
And book
And money.
I haven't managed to enjoy or learn
A thing
from
The gift.
I find it funny.

It's never the thing
It's never the thing
It's NEVER the THING.

It's always everything else.